It's only been a few years and I see how much I've changed. I think that's why I keep this, to watch myself shift and see how stupid I was. As things become less carefree I remind myself to be positive, because brooding isn't going to change anything. Only I can make myself happy.
Still, moods happen and not everything is black and white. That's what give people life, at least, that's what gives me life. I have to see the mysticism in everything, because otherwise I'll get bored. I try to reflect that in the best way I can.